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[December 09 2009] |
I have a goal: To raise $1,000 by Wednesday, Dec. 30.
As many of you may know, I’ve been a type 1 diabetic since I was 3. 27 years of poking, shots, and swearing (the latter being during the past 10 years or so). I went on an insulin pump last August, and was fortunate enough to have full insurance coverage. To complete my biomechanical “pancreas”, though, there is a second device. This device checks my glucose level every five minutes.
Just think! No more unexpected lows while knitting, during, um, “relations,” or after a night out with friends. No more wondering if I’m hungry because I’m low, or if I’m hungry because I’m hungry. No more wondering if it’s safe to take a nap, or if I’m tired because I’m low.
My insurance provider does not feel that it is necessary to cover this device because I am not pregnant. But, there is hope: Through Dec. 31, Dexcom, the maker of the device that I would like, is offering a special price of $1,000 for the receiver, the transmitter, and a month’s worth of sensors. After that, sensors run about $300 a month, but I'm hoping by then that my insurance provider will see the light and cover those.
Sadly, I do not have $1,000. So I turn to you. Can you help me get the rest of my pancreas for Christmas? In an ideal world, I could repay over time – and I’ll repay everything if my insurance company decides to get with the program and tell me by then that they’ll cover the shiny thing. I'll also repay everything if I get a partial amount, and I can't cover the rest of the costs.
I know it’s a long shot, and I wouldn’t be surprised if no one can donate, but I figure if that floozy Karyn can get people to give her money to pay off her self-inflected credit card debt, it’s worth a shot.
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| My enormous crush. |
[December 08 2009] |
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It's not a real crush, per se... But that's not to say that, if he moved to Chicago, I wouldn't at least double-take at his doppelgangers.

I want to rub my face all over him.
His name is Danny Roberts. I have never met him, but he makes me squirm with ( these... )
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| This is gonna sound weird... |
[December 08 2009] |
But can knitting count as exercise, from a blood sugar perspective?
For the past two days, when I've knitted at lunch, I've plummeted afterward. I'm eating before I start, so I doubt that it's a delayed lunch thing.
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| n-n-nervous already. |
[December 07 2009] |
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Word of mouth tells me that the teachers I have next quarter for English and Humanities are absolutely terrible. Just one more quarter, just one, all I need are these two classes to get my AA, I can do this. (can't I?)
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| New Years Resolution |
[December 08 2009] |
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-Ditch 10 lbs -Grow my hair for the next year, only trims. . .maybe -Own a kindle -Marry a hottie actor
I always put one that will never happen, so. . I don't feel so bad for failing.
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| Della brand "Super Thai Broken Jasmine Rice" |
[December 07 2009] |
Hey all -
I bought a 20lb. sack of this stuff for a hella good price ($8!) and I haven't used it yet, because, well, I've never cooked broken jasmine rice, and I'm not sure how it compares cooking-time wise with the other rices I have on hand.
Also, how does one tell if one's rice is infested with critters? When I broke open the sack and transferred some of the rice to my counter-top storage containers, I noticed a few blackish-brown...things interspersed in with the rice that I couldn't immediately identify. They look to be about the same size as the grains themselves, only the ends are rounded (like capsules) and they have kind of a dull shine to them. I don't see any evidence of actual living creatures, so I'm hesitant to call them eggs, ya know? And there are a few little pebbles mixed in with the rice, so maybe it's just a little less refined than the brands I usually get.
So what say you? How do I cook this stuff, and is it fulla bugs? (I hope not!)
Thanks!!
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| Dear Gypsys, |
[December 08 2009] |
What does it mean to be a stranger? Is it someone who you don't know, but want to? Is it when you talk out of habit, not desire?
I think I met a lot of strangers in the world, but eventually you watch yourself grow fond of them.
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| Peanut soup |
[December 07 2009] |
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A few months ago someone made a post about soups (or peanuts perhaps...) and in one of the comments some lovely genius linked to a recipe for a soup that contained peanuts. I think I made it at the time and it was yummy but I've since lost the link and can't really remember the other ingredients. Can anyone help? Thank you!
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[December 07 2009] |
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i am more than happy to have found a community like this one! vegan food is delicious but is expensive and very difficult to obtain in south florida. i have been vegitarian for many years due to health paranoia. about a year ago, my sister bought me the skinny bitch series and it blew me away. i was concerned about it for awhile, but i didn't look into veganism enough because i knew how expensive the products could be. skinny bitch did not give the cheapest recipies at all! i do have access to several farmers market. and have quite a great amount of produce in my yard (tomatoes,bananas,papayas,oranges,peppers) annually.as you can see its mostly fruits. good quality vegetables are like a thing of the past. any suggestions of veggies i can grow in south florida?
also, whats the secret to successful sunflowers?
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| we're concentrating on falling apart |
[December 07 2009] |
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I feel like I spend a lot of time typing up entries and then either making them private or deleting them all together.
For whatever reason, I am terrified that people are going to think I'm whining too much or they're going to think, "Cheer up, Emo Caroline!"
I'm in this weird place where I feel extremely lonely, but I think about hanging out with friends and having to put on a happy face and I feel exhausted.
I think I finally figured out why this particular break up was so hard on me. I mean, I wasn't in love with Wes. And deep down, I knew he was going to fuck me over. He never let me anywhere near him; he kept these walls up and as much as I wished them away, he was never going to be what I needed. When we were together, I felt happy but I also felt like there was this... emptiness lurking just on the outskirts of our relationship. I was alone when I was right next to him.
But it beat being alone all by myself.
I had been really lonely before I met him, and for five minutes I wasn't alone anymore. Having him in my life, even if it was only briefly, punctuated that loneliness.
I feel like I'm saying it wrong. Okay, you know how sometimes you'll start eating something and suddenly you're like, "Holy crap, I didn't even know I was hungry!" It's like, you didn't even realize how hungry you were until you started eating food.
I didn't realize how lonely I had been until I had someone. And now I'm back in the same exact position I was before I met him, but now I KNOW how lonely I am. I can feel it.
I need to find a way to get back to me. I need to learn how to be happy by myself and to love myself. I just... don't really know how to do that.
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Coordinate brain and mouth Then ask me what it's like to have myself so figured out Wish I knew....
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[December 06 2009] |
Does anybody here make their own soy milk? I'd rather do it old school rather than buy a fancy soy milk maker. I looked up some recipes, but they don't specify how much water I should be using. Maybe I have no search engine skills?
Anyway. I'd love some soy milk recipes, please! Thank you.
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| Cowboy Caviar |
[December 06 2009] |
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An absolutely delicious dip. It's very versatile, and you can change the amounts to suit your tastes. I brought it to a family dinner tonight and it was quickly devoured. My niece barely ate her dinner after she ate half the plate of this dip.
1 can black olives, drained and chopped 1 can black beans 1/4 cup onions 1 garlic clove, finely chopped (I used three) 2 tbsp olive oil 2 tbsp lime juice 1/4 tsp salt 1/4 tsp crushed red pepper 1/4 tsp ground cumin 1/8 tsp black pepper 1 pkg "cream cheese", softened 2 green onions, chopped.
1. In medium bowl, mix all but cream cheese and green onions 2. Cover and refrigerate for at least 2 hours 3. Whip up cream cheese with a little sour cream/milk to thin and spread on plate 4. Spoon semi-drained bean mixture over cream cheese 5. Sprinkle with green onions.
Serve with tortilla chips or crackers, etc.
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| snowflakes! |
[December 06 2009] |
I received two virtual gifts one from an anonymous sender and another from booandyahhh! Thank you so much to the both of you! <333333 It's nice to know someone's thinking of me! :'D
EDIT; And another from littlezygote, thanks doll!
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| Cold weather interfering with meter |
[December 06 2009] |
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It's bloody freezing cold outside, and I'm heading out to a candlelight vigil in a couple of hours. I might want to test my blood sugar while I'm out, but my meter doesn't work if it's too cold. It just tells me "LO TEMP" when I try to use it. Anyone have suggestions for making the meter work when it's below freezing outside?
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[December 06 2009] |



More images from last night here.
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